There is something quite unique about the atmosphere of a
start line. All the months of training, suffering, hard work and sacrifice
condense into a single knot in the pit of your stomach.
It can affect people in different ways. Some aren’t affected
by it in any way. They’ve trained heard and are there to do a job. But for
others, it will slide them into the pit of despair that is pre-race nerves, a
place I have often frequented. I used to
get horrifically nervous at races. If fact, I’d go so far as to say often if
someone had said I didn’t have to race I’d have been relieved. Sounds silly
thinking about it now, but I much MUCH prefer the rigours and routine of hard training
than it’s eventually purpose, race day.
It must be said that at this point the two sports of rowing
and running can be poles apart. The raw feeling of a start line at a sprint
regatta is horrible, truly horrible. Waiting for the umpire to say
“Attention…” (I bet every rower who read
that felt that feeling right there). Your sole purpose in life for the next
couple of minutes is to crush the opposition. All thoughts of “just having a
good row” disappear and will only re-appear in the post-race analysis. Mindful
Animalism is probably the best way to describe it. The fact that one must
usually win a number of races on the same day, only adds to the tension. The
stakes are raised every time. A couple of rounds of wins and a final still
amounts to a loss, acutely so at Novice Level. I truly feel sorry for those
crews who enter the massive regattas and have 5 or so rounds to a win. Of
course, if you know you can crush all in your path then your psyche maybe
different. But it’s a feeling that never got any easier. What did get me
through was the fact there were usually 3 or 7 other guys sat behind me feeling
exactly the same (Peterborough Final anyone?). The quiet contemplation and
stillness that makes up a rowing start line often belies a torrent of emotion
and thought going on beneath the still faces of the rowers.
Blatent excuse you use this video again – It’s us. Winning. Yay!
The atmosphere at a running start line could not be more
different, most of the time. In order to diffuse the nerves of the collected
throngs, it is often quite a jovial, almost carnival, atmosphere. People joking
about Pies on the Start Line, needing a wee within 300m of the start and
listening to the (usually god-awful) tannoy waiting for the countdown to the
start. I suppose, once the honk’s been honked, you’re on your own. The result
you get out will be down to the effort you’ve put in before race day and no-one
can run that race for you.
However, a different sort of madness can affect the feckless
runner. All of a sudden, that PB seems an easy target and a couple of minutes
are mentally knocked off. The runner darts out of the traps like a man
possessed, only to regret it a couple of miles later. Alternatively, that
slight niggle in a left knee can mentally turn into a leg about to explode in
pain.
It’s a lot harder to keep your cool at times like this. In both
if not all sports, it is those who succeed in shutting it all out and
concentrating on the task at hand that will reap the spoils of the battle about
to commence.
Attention….Go!
Oh dear Lord, I felt sick reading that. Nerves already building for our first regatta of the season, and whenever I hear the word "Attention", no matter what the context, I feel a horrible flutter of fear.
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